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Thanks for checking out my fan mail. I really wanted to
share some of the hunreds of emails I have been getting.
I find them so amazing and really make me feel so good
about what i am doing.
No matter your thoughts or opinions, or if you just have a question about me or about being FTM or just any ol thing at all ... I'd love to hear from you...
so drop me a line!
WOOF! - Buck
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Hey Buck,
Just thought you should know you have just another fan!
i think you are a cool dude to fuck! i am straight but
i like to play around a little. I think your awesome man!
Matt
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I saw him on the WE show and I must say,
as a normal, but sexual explorer, I am female yet for some
reason I think it is an absolute turn on! I'm attracted
to both men and women and Buck Angel has it all! So keep
up the good work! Never seen a movie of his but I think
I would enjoy! Much love!
Xoxo,
Kristine
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Hey Buck! I wrote you a long time ago about
how I was figuring myself out. I just wanted to let
you know that I did in fact get a therapist, and in December
of 2007 I started my hormone treatment, and just last month
I had my top surgery. You have been a huge inspiration
in my life, and I am starting to work out now to try to
get as big as you. I wanted to thank you for being
out there for others in my situation and showing others
that it's okay to do this. I really appreciate you
being open and all about yourself. I can't express
how much of an inspiration you were and still are to me.
Thank you Buck!!
-Casey
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Hello, Buck!
I found your site yesterday, and I just wanted to let
you know that I
think everything about you is beautiful.
Sincerely,
Cheryl
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hey,
I purchased one of your films. Fantastic. U know your stuff.
I came so hard while watching it. lol
ML
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I am an Artist currently working on my
MFA degree at UC San Diego and have been a fan for a long
time. I realized that I need some inspiration on
my studio walls, that being photos of amazing icons like
yourself. I was wondering if it would be possible
to request high resolution files from the new series,
so that i may print and hang on my studio wall.
Ashley -11 and Buck Angel -13
If I find that the inspiration you bring builds the need
to incorporate or reference you in any of my work I would
most certainly contact you for approval first, and likely
start some conversation about it beforehand.
If not an imposition, of course.
Best,
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Buck, you're my inspiration.
you are what you are. Simple as that. I admire the
hell out of you. The black and white shot of
your back, and ass hanging out, the tattoos, it just inspires
me to be more ME.
Is there a way I could get some of these photos printed
and you authentically autographing them for me? Your
so handsome face but I just love the rear end shot with
the tats....You simply INSPIRE me to be as ME as I can be.
Years ago I worked for the Incredible Mae West. Let
me tell you, SHE WOULD HAVE LOVED YOU. Even in her
old age she wasn't ashamed, afraid or curb her sexual interests.
I let that slide away over the years. No more.
You have brought back that feeling of uniqueness that
gives life meaning.
If you are ever in Phoenix, Az may I hug you!!!!? You are
my hero.
Please let me know if it's possible to purchase some of
these photos that you would sign for me. I'd frame
them and hang proudly in my home.
Keep shaking it, babe. Shake it till it won't wiggle
any more. Then just stand there and let it hang. Mae
West taught me that. You reminded me of it.
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Hi Buck,
Many Thanks for your help mate. As an ftm myself I was pleased
to find you on the internet and realise I am not the only
ftm with a very broad minded attitude towards sex with many
different types of people.
I do not like making assumptions about people, but from
what I have read from your interviews on the net and seen
on your video previews, I am now glad to find another ftm
who is as free minded about sex etc in the same way as myself.
I look forward to receiving the dvd and just wanna say........keep
up the good work !!
Can I also ask please, have you ever come to the UK and
if not then do you have any plans to do so ?
Cheers for your help.
Regards,
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I'm not a ftm chaser or anything....never
been with one, but I was wondering how a guy like me could
meet a ftm guy. I guess I'm "bi."
I'm in my 20's. I live right outside of San Francisco.
Gay men and mtf are everywhere, but I don't know about
ftm. It's not fair...haha I think some
ftm guys are really hot. Are there any online places
to go or places near SF you know about?
You have a hot fuckin pussy. A nice ass too :)
Later dude.
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hiya just saw a feature on you! wow
you are amazing!
as a straight woman, i never thought i would get turned
on like this, but wow! you are totally fab!
cheers
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Hej Buck,
greetings from Gothenburgh in Sweden. Just found you some
days ago on Youtube, and now I just want to
say thank you. Thank you for just being the way you are.
Unfortunately I have seen none of your films yet. But thats
only a question of time, the first dvd is on the way...
You were brave enough to show the world your real face.
I hope I can do that too in the future.
Sometimes I feel like a freak when I look in the mirror
and see a womans face. My face and not my face. Not my real
one. I can´t recognize myself.
But now the things have changed. To see you was a big kick
in my ass. It´s all in my hands. I am able to change
myself. Thank you.
If you ever come to my country, feel free to write a few
lines and I would be happy to invite you for a beer or two.
Greetings and a kiss
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| I just want to say how much you have
inspired me to be myself. I lived for several years while
in Middle and High school hiding my sexuality. I am a
lesbian and have been so since the 6th grade. I was raised
in a strict Christian family so I could not express my
self the way I wanted to. I came across your site one
day , and it was then I realized it was ok for me
to be me.I quit caring about what my family thought and
have been in a relationship with a wonderful women for
the past 2 years. You are a great role model for people
like me. Keep up the good work and keep things real.
Thanks,
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You are a good looking man, I've never been
with a woman, but you are hot as hell, I would tear your
pussy up, I was wondering if they are a site where I can
see more pix of you, where I don't have to have a credit
card to access the site.. Thanks Jake
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What can I say but...HOLY HOT DAMN!!!! THANKS for
BEING and SHARING WHO YOU ARE!!! AMAZINGLY HOT, SEXY, SMART...the
WHOLE PACKAGE!! I'm one of the remaining ORIGINAL SAINT
men and Lord knows you would have been WORSHIPPED. Would
LOVE a copy of "FIRE 1". Actually I'm gonna have
to find out how to get as many as I can. Hope you don't
mind but, you just became the ULTIMATE FANTASY MAN for me.
AHOOOOOOOO-RAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
KEEP GOIN' BUCK!!
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hey, its intresting trying to figure out
how to begin this email...so i wont i'll straight to the
middle it.
i am not transgender, but you are one of my heros, because
i live in a scary place, as far as acceptance goes,
and i'm an 18 year old pagan priestess that is outright
bisexual and a member of the body modification community,
quite frankly the idea
to be your self you must look like everyone else is a torturous
one. my parents are divorced so i live with my husband,
but when i did live with one of them ita was bad or worse
for choises, the south or egypt. so its very exiting for
me to find yet another person to add to the
pantheon of heros, that pursue true morphological freedom,
something with is so fowned upon in this place. I tell people
every day "I never wanted to be different, i just wanted
to be me" and i think thats the most important thing
you can be, is you. That and you've got to be one of the
sexiest beings on the planet, next to my husband (i think
i'm obligated to say that by law or something )
but anyway, you're an amazing person, so thank you for being
you. and i hope you like this quite from shannon larratt.
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Hello Buck
Hope you are well?
Just wanted to drop you a line to say what an amazing
person I think you are.
Saw some of the comments you get on utube from absolute
idiots, they're pathetic losers.
Let me tell you, you're 100 times the man they wish they
could be.
Keep being brilliant & inspiring as you are.
God Bless
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Hi Buck,
I'm a 35 year-old mom from Canton, Massachusetts (just
outside of Boston). I have never seen any of your
films, and have just heard your name for the first time
within this past week. Basically, I just saw the
documentary that you did here in the States on your career,
and was completely blown away. You are one incredibly
hot dude, and I am awed at what you have overcome to be
who and where you are in your life right now.
I've spent some time over the last few days (since I saw
the "Secret Lives of Women" documentary) reading
about you and watching a lot of your interviews on YouTube.
I'm sending this email because I know that it's been tougher
for you to find acceptance here in the USA, and I felt
compelled to raise my voice and tell you that THIS American
really admires you, thinks you're gorgeous (physically
and spiritually), and wants to let you know that I think
what you're doing is truly fantastic.
I've also been inspired by you and have recently started
a dialogue with my three-year-old daughter about children
who are born different. (More accurately, I've expanded
our ongoing dialogue about not judging someone because
of things like different skin color/racial makeup, handicaps,
etc. to include transgender issues.) Being "born
different" is a subject she can relate to, because
she was born with her esophagus disconnected in the middle
(a condition called tracheal esophageal fistula with esophageal
atresia ... or TEF/EA for short). The top half of
her esophagus basically dead-ended a short way down, and
the lower half was connected to her windpipe. Eating
was impossible for her, and every time she took a breath,
her stomach would fill with air. She required a
life-saving reconstructive surgery when she was a day
old to make it physically possible for her to eat.
She's had multiple follow-up procedures to address complications
from the initial surgery. Because of this, she is
fully aware of the fact (even at her young age) that you
can't help the way that you're born, and she's sensitive
to the fact that it can be really hard when your body
doesn't grow the way it should have. After our discussion
today, she decided that if she ever makes friends with
a transgendered child, she's going to "yell at"
anyone who tries to make fun of them or teases them!!!
That being said ...
I wish there was a way to reach out to local parents of
transgendered children in my daughter's age group (who
often fear anyone finding out the truth about their child's
gender identity issues) and let them know that there is
a family here where all the members would accept their
child for who he or she is, without judgment or question.
Rather than be put off by the thought of my child having
a transgendered playmate, I would welcome the opportunity
for her to continue learning acceptance of other's differences
at as early an age as possible.
In general, I'm proud of the fact that there is a slowly
growing awareness about the transgendered community (particularly
children) in my neck of the woods. I'm sure you
already know this, but Boston's Children's Hospital recently
opened the Gender Management Service Clinic -- partially
to help transgendered children. I understand that
it's the first clinic of its kind that is geared strictly
towards servicing children and adolescents.
I'd love to get your opinion on whether or not you think
it would be too forward of me to reach out to some of
the parents there?? I would hate to think that there
is a kid out there with no friends who accept them when
my daughter would with open arms.
I'm sure you get tons of mail, and I don't really expect
a response, but ... considering that I don't personally
know anyone who is transgendered, I would rather get the
opinion of someone who has been there before making any
attempt to reach out to families of transgendered kids.
I don't want to put anyone off, or weird them out.
I'm just aware of how hard it must be for kids who often
live in fear of being "exposed" to their playmates,
and would like to offer some of them a place where they
could be safe and accepted.
Meanwhile, I really did want to reach out and let you
know how truly incredible you are. I'd love to actually
get a chance to see some of your movies someday (right
now, I can't even rent one, since I've been laid off for
almost a year, and I'm flat broke!), even though it's
going to really weird out my straighter-than-straight
boyfriend. (He's a trip ... he has nothing against
anyone who is GBLT, but he's one of those guys who is
so straight that they make a ruler look crooked.)
Meanwhile ... I'm so happy that I've learned about you!!
Keep up the good work!!!
By the way ... the phrase "man pussy" is completely
fucking awesome!!!
Peace,
(PS. I guess if you pigeonholed me, I'd say I'm
85% heterosexual ... mostly straight, but with a few kinks
in the chain [*grin*]. In essence, I'm more attracted
to men than women, but I've certainly found my fair share
of women sexually attractive. Regardless of the
fact that I'm generally attracted more to men, I've never
felt uncomfortable with my occasional attraction/sexual
exploits with other women. [So you, being the "man
with the pussy" are seriously intriguing to me ...
LOL!!!] In general, I've always viewed sexuality
as a sort of sliding scale, where everyone has their niche
along the way. I hate the thought of anyone slapping
a label on me about my sexuality, which I'm sure is a
sentiment that you might relate to. I'm not straight,
or lesbian, or bisexual, I'm just ME, and I'm just sexual,
period.)
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I saw you on the WE show and I have to say
that my first instinct was to massively crush on you because
in a strange world where at 32 years old I haven't
yet been able to define or express what I am attracted
to- suddenly you appeared. You truly are the
quintessential "intangible" that I've been drawn
to since I was a little girl. I've been confused for
years about how to classify my sexuality since my feelings
started as a young girl. I'm not straight by a long
shot but I am only drawn to aggressives and have a huge
fetish for women who tape their breasts and dress like men.
I'm very happily married to my male husband and partner
of ten years however I am open about my bi-sexuality and
he is aware of my strong attraction to masculine women.
He also knows that I have had relationships with women
before him and understands that it is a large part of who
I am and his acceptance of my entire package is a great
thing in a world that can be so intolerant and afraid of
anything outside the box.
This said, the thing that made me look you up and send this
note is how impressed I was by your openness and your happiness
with your state of being and your lifestyle. Your
peace and acceptance has finally inspired me to just accept
myself for who I am and not feel the need to label or categorize
myself. Sometimes we just are who we are and that
is fine. I get caught up sometimes by the fact that
I feel displaced by the queer community and offended
by many of the straight mindsets but now I know I don't
have to pick sides. I can just BE and that is a wonderful
thing.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know that I'm really happy
to have heard your story and I wish you and your wife
the best of luck with everything in life.
Thanks for being you!
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Hi Buck,
I just tripped over your website, and it really did impress
me. I mean you. I was just watching your pictures and I
thought "Man, he's a guy to make out with"...
I like your looks, man, you look awesome. It shows how much
care you put into being a man. It looks perfect. Tell you
what? If I knew I could look so hot, I would follow this
path instantly.
But I'm not as brave... so I'll just stick to this body
and try to make the best out of it.
Honestly, I don't know what to make out of it.
But I'm I heard about you. You're really an idol, man. You
can be really proud of yourself.
I read somewhere that you used to get some hate mail. I
guess you found a way not to care about that. And that's
what it's all about. Going your own way, no matter what.
Let them talk. What do they know anyway? Who cares what
they say?
I showed your picture to some people. Most of them thought
you were quite strange. And they'd go "oooh, that's
not supposed to be", "oooh, that's not the way
god planned it"
- I guess you've had your share of these comments.
Just wanted to express, that I would always stand up for
people like you, cause you are able to make your dreams
come true, which is something people like me barely do.
So, thanks for making me smile and making me think about
stuff and for doing what you do.
Way to go.
Take care!
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Hi Buck and significant other(sorry I can't remember
your name),
I saw your vid piece on On Demand last night and I was
so impressed. Buck you have so much guts and dare I
say balls to do what many wish they could do. I still
don't understand the pussy thing except for the cost.
Did you say $50,000-70,000.?
I myself was brought up like a boy at my fathers garage
doing very manly things. My toys were screw drivers
and hammers and such. I hated wearing dresses cause
I felt like a guy in drag. And relationships with guys
were best kept at a buddy level. I would love to tell
you more cause I relate to you so much. You have helped
me not feel like such a freak. Thank you so much.
I would love to be able to chat with you both sometime.
My yahoo handle is mndym261@yahoo.com and my passion.com
handle is Mandymore2nite. Ive attached a pic for you
both to have a face with the name.
I hope we can talk sometime.
Sincerely,
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Hey Buck I work at an adult video store
and I've come across a couple of ur movies. I gotta admit
bud, I have to double take everytime cause u just don't
look like u were really once a woman!! u pull the look of
a man off quite well, infact so well that I had to
look up ur site cause i wasn't sure if u were a ftm tranny
or if u happend to be one of those ppl born with a mutulated
genitalia (meaning born a man with female parts or surgically
altered at birth due to genital deformation) Never seen
any of ur movies though cause i'm just not into porn ( i
look at it every day for pay lol) but I mostly wanted to
say u make a good lookin' man and if u had a cock well i'd
jump on that lol. stay proud and keep up the work, havn't
recieved any recent movies in our rentals any new suggestions?
Any way to get an autographed pic??? (that would be awsome)
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I just wanted to tell you that I just saw the episode
of "Secret Lives of Women". I want to
commend you for telling your story. You are an
amazing person and I wish you all the best!!!!
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I watched WE tv last night and saw you on
a show about porn stars. I am a 62 year old grandma and
have never been a fan of porn but I say to each his own.
I was taken by your courage to expose yourself to the world
and I'm glad you found success. You seem like a very nice
person. I am happy for you that you found such a loving
and caring wife. How lucky for you. I wish you both the
best life has to offer. Sincerely
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Hiya Buck,
Just found your website (though I'd heard of you before)
and Man - Wow! You look so great, you're definitely my
new hero. I'm 21 and four months ago had my chest
op, which I'm happy with, but my scar is pretty bold right
now, and I was wondering what type surgery did you have
on your chest? I have basically two scars right across
my chest, which almost meet in the middle, and I had
my nipples re-attached as free skin grafts.
I find it hard to imagine that I will ever look as good
as you! :) But I'm determined to make the best of
my body, have started going to the gym every other day.
I looked at your photos (which are Amazing!) trying to see
a scar line, but I can't....wow. Did you have visible
scars too at some point, Buck?
Another thing I was really impressed with by you is your
evident openness about being a sexual being. I am
in love with my girlfriend but fairly often I feel like
having sex with men. I haven't though; but I can't
tell you how happy it makes me to know that you don't necessarily
have to just pick one way to go for, either love with gf
or sex with men, and never have the other. Is it difficult
to balance these parts of yourself though or is it ok?
Your wife must be incredible with understanding just who
you are - where did you find her?? :) More seriously
though, it is such a great relief to know that I am not
alone in how I feel about men & women, sex & love,
because I pretty much thought I was!
Thanks for existing, Buck, and having the courage it takes
to be open,
Good luck with everything you do in the future,
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